iDKWhenever I’m forced to study, my mind rebels and goes off to the la la land of imagination. It’s the royalty strand kicking in; that and my independent nature. Next time for my last tests, I’m going to wait to the very last days to study. The more I spread out my study time, the more I go off into to the state of dreaming and resist returning to the landmines of being ‘tested.’ Maybe it also has to do with this season of my life, where I’m close to the brink of changes that is causing me to ponder and wander. I’m a dreamer. I dream. I dream of my future, of my families’ future and the di-nan-mics of it all. I wonder how many kids God will give me and how they’ll be. A part of me wants twins, a boy and a girl, so that the twin sibs can have each one to play with. I’ve also always been a bargain shopper too. So two for the price of one, sounds like a good deal. Haha. I don’t mind watching a set of two similar but very different people grow up before my eyes again. Maybe I’ve even picked up a few things or two and can perfect it the second time around. =P The only set back that I see is my body frame and carrying two on me might not seem possible, but with God all things are possible. Cousins 2.0 Will the next generation of cousins also be as big?! Will they one day plan on moving all the adults into one house, while sharing one house with just the kids? Will there be a fair skinned child that can never get a tan? Will one of them not like the “p” word? Will things be switched, where there will only be three girls and the rest boys? Will then one of those girls ask one of the boys, if the next generation will be switched? Will there be one that comes unexpectedly years later, and say to the others that they will be grandmas when he graduates? Will the laughs, cheers and graduation sign-making be passed down? Will the color-coordinating events continue? Will my kid have their hair and make up done for their prom and homecoming by Trosey and Giang’s kids? Will my kids live one street down from Yen’s kids throughout their childhood, but won’t hang out until they are old enough to go out and dance? Will there ever be another Maria Tortilla Consuela baby?! Will the new Di 10 and Ut Kim be Giang and Dino, who will notify every one of current cousin updates with their Cus Weekly and Cousins? Will I hear the echoes of my voice in my child’s reply of “I don’t know,” when I ask them if they know such and such with this cousin or that!? … I don’t know. God only knows. =] | 
